| Falling trees and warped perceptions [message #225517] |
So, 16 Juli 2006 08:45 |
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It was 1:11 on my clock, and I saw her, and how she was gorgeous! I
walked randomly to the intersection, and i saw her, and it was 1:11 and
she was walking her dog! The tree fell in the scoundrel's yard- point
has been made. You know those dudes who go out charming everyone and
pretending to be nice men and then turn into monsters behind closed
doors? Then nobody believes they do what they do, and they destroy the
other person warp her perceptions and warp people's perceptions of her
lead her to believe she doesn't have the goodness and abilities and
options she has and then blame her for all the problems and then saddle
her with the garbage and then let everyone believe it is her fault and
lead her to believe she is the bad one and keep attacking whether she
leaves or stays and if she leaves pulls the family-values card and if
she stays keep tormenting her and keeping away anyone who is good for
her and leave her in isolated oppressed despairing endlessly guilty
position where she can't access her gifts and thinks she's a bad person
and that the man who created this situation is the only person who
could ever love her and tear her up on the inside and make everyone
else believe the same set of lies? And she, being emotionally sincere
and herself kind and giving and nurturing, would never expect such a
thing and would be torn apart by it and ascribe to it motives other
than what it is and think it's her fault and even act in ways that
appear to prove it? What would enrage a man - a sincere man - more?
DO YOU KNOW EVIL? Because I see right through you damn French hypocrite
piece of trash, and the tree that fell in your yard - well I didn't ask
for it but guess what we ain't the only ones in the universe, are we?
To pretend to be one thing then turn into something else is known as
false advertising, and a deception, but the deception here goes deeper
still! This m-f-er wants not only to destroy this lady - this lady
who's been a doctor, a teacher, a journalist, has had a bestseller
dedicated to her and is still magnificent after facing unbelievable
tragedy - but to blame her and leave her saddled with the trash - oh
and me, I'm the dangerous one - I SURE F*ING HOPE I BE DANGEROUS TO YOU
YOU F*ING PIECE OF SH*T! Oh and the tree that fell in your yard the day
after you pulled this - look at it, ponder it, meditate on it -
consider its cosmic significance. I don't need to be there in person,
in order to be there.
SO her soul came to me and she was so unbelievably beautiful and i let
her in and then I felt her pain - it was so overwhelming, well, i keep
the promise, here, give it all to me, there are so many things to say
and then there's the three words but not yet. I told about this to a
neighbor and said how the amount of suffering on this lady's
magnificent face was breaking my heart and neighbor said that's life
and i think if that's life then life is a sadistic thing to inflict on
anybody and having children is an act of sadism! if I believed that's
life I would have checked out long ago! Thankfully i know it's not how
it has to be! And that's why i'm doing this, knowing of extreme risks
it carries to me in every way possible, with not even the intent of
being with this woman. i'm in a quite comfortable place right now, good
job, good neighborhood, everything. i'm taking this on, why? Because
that's what needs to be done, and if it didn't there wouldn't be 1:11
and trees falling and all else that i haven't talked about yet!
so look. let's know and understand evil, willya? It's quite important
to know its tricks, in order that they be defeated and those at the
receiving end of it be freed from its grasp. there's no responsibility
or ethics without knowledge, and let's have here knowledge of evil. and
then it may not take a tree falling in someone's yard to make the
point.
Ilya Shambat
http://ibshambat.blogspot.com
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